jaymanben's Diaryland Diary

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2008-12-31 - 2008 - a year of Ben
2008-11-28 - R.I.P Oswald
2008-07-14 - -
2008-07-14 - -
2008-01-15 - -
2008-01-08 - mental explosion
2007-12-31 - a year in the life of Ben- 2007
2007-12-03 - Furry happy monsters
2007-11-30 - 12 reasons not to stay in next summer
2007-11-29 - harmonylcaaaaaa
2007-11-25 - if you go down to the woods today
2007-11-22 - ahh, the hall of screaming skulls.
2007-11-20 - x29
2007-11-17 - warm glorious warm
2007-11-14 - 20teen
2007-11-14 - tomacco?
2007-11-13 - N'ever again
2007-11-13 - N'ever again
2007-11-13 - N'ever again
2007-11-11 - for lambs
2007-11-10 - in real life
2007-11-06 - whooosh , bang!
2007-10-31 - crow
2007-10-24 - -
2007-10-24 - in memorriam
2007-10-24 - In memorriam
2007-10-24 - We'll need a bigger one.
2007-10-21 - 10b
2007-10-04 - TRinners
2007-09-20 - haha
2007-09-18 - cork
2007-09-13 - i am back, and i have brought some awesome to share
2007-08-17 - nothing to say to me.
2007-08-08 - This is a revolution. The only one you'll need.
2007-08-07 - over-existing in limbo
2007-08-03 - REborn
2007-08-03 - if someone takes your song away you seldom sing along.
2007-07-24 - shiny and new, and should arrive in 5 days
2007-07-22 - your god deserved
2007-07-21 - M.
2007-07-20 - Come what(ever) may
2007-07-03 - BEANS!!! and lots of them.
2007-07-02 - Lo
2007-06-28 - Kablam
2007-06-26 - wank
2007-06-26 - news
2007-06-04 - Militia
2007-05-26 - Testeriffic
2007-05-23 - When you're pushed, killing's as easy as breathing
2007-05-11 - horse shit
2007-05-10 - bow down
2007-04-27 - I like driving backwards in the fog, cause it doesn't remind me of anything.
2007-04-27 - I like driving backwards in the fog, cause it doesn't remind me of anything.
2007-04-27 - I like driving backwards in the fog, cause it doesn't remind me of anything.
2007-04-11 - woo, job. woo, closure.
2007-03-19 - pirates
2007-03-12 - dead fly
2007-03-09 - couldn't be much more from the heart
2007-03-09 - You're a crazy bitch
2007-03-05 - ow
2007-03-03 - 23
2007-02-21 - I am the thorn
2007-02-20 - the answer
2007-02-19 - Jib
2007-02-17 - you watched it , you can't unwatch it!!!
2007-02-15 - lemons
2007-02-15 - lemons
2007-02-15 - lemons
2007-02-13 - blade or flame
2007-02-12 - i just wanna hear about life, don't want to hear a spokesman.
2007-02-11 - mwah ha ha ha
2007-02-08 - only 39
2007-02-07 - update
2007-02-04 - manderins
2007-02-03 - benbenbenben
2007-01-31 - here lies someone we knew nothing about
2007-01-28 - sanity, hardly.
2007-01-24 - love hate game
2007-01-14 - Fade
2007-01-11 - hackzors!!
2007-01-07 - some quotes
2007-01-01 - A year of ben
2006-12-30 - travel
2006-12-26 - SantaBen
2006-12-25 - r.i.p
2006-12-25 - h to the a to the pp y christmas
2006-12-23 - hehehe
2006-12-20 - home
2006-12-11 - i miss christmas
2006-12-09 - uranium?
2006-12-05 - absinth
2006-12-04 - praha
2006-11-30 - romans were cool
2006-11-27 - live from athens
2006-11-22 - christ.
2006-11-15 - 14-11-1987
2006-11-13 - i am still alive
2006-11-05 - Sasha
2006-10-31 - Off i trot
2006-10-29 - summary of salt
2006-10-22 - Parklife 2
2006-10-21 - natalie, oli and mum
2006-10-19 - 13 days
2006-10-18 - The foetus of a new day kicking
2006-10-18 - aaargh
2006-10-17 - gerg
2006-10-17 - just out of interest
2006-10-16 - worship
2006-10-15 - R.I.P. ripple
2006-10-13 - bionic cheese swinging lemurs
2006-10-09 - saving me
2006-10-09 - busy days
2006-09-19 - summary
2006-09-15 - our song
2006-09-06 - salap
2006-09-03 - x
2006-09-02 - great improvement on the last one.
2006-08-27 - tears don't fall.
2006-08-26 - jobjobjob
2006-08-22 - not enough
2006-08-17 - fluke
2006-08-15 - you
2006-08-14 - joints
2006-08-12 - job
2006-08-04 - drunkerisationed
2006-07-30 - back
2006-07-23 - My world
2006-07-22 - jbkvjkjv
2006-07-22 - a few things
2006-07-19 - 5 days
2006-07-17 - war does not determine who is right, only who is left.
2006-07-16 - me@^
2006-07-14 - i was a baby once
2006-07-13 - bring back the sun
2006-07-12 - Runnin with the devil
2006-07-11 - Tennis
2006-07-10 - marvelous
2006-07-07 - hedgehogs
2006-07-07 - yaaaaar 2
2006-07-06 - yaaar
2006-07-05 - mama said
2006-07-03 - one thing.
2006-07-02 - open your eyes
2006-06-30 - somewhere out there 2
2006-06-29 - untill it sleeps
2006-06-28 - schism
2006-06-28 - ...in the fog
2006-06-27 - For Chris
2006-06-25 - a MIDGET!!
2006-06-23 - drown me slowly
2006-06-23 - doesn't remind me
2006-06-22 - may it be
2006-06-21 - Human
2006-06-20 - i do not condolne these things, i just post them
2006-06-20 - satan my master
2006-06-18 - signs
2006-06-18 - bullets
2006-06-17 - those damn dutch
2006-06-15 - every which way but loose
2006-06-15 - Hide
2006-06-09 - happy birthday mark
2006-06-08 - everywhere but my knees.
2006-06-06 - 6666666666666
2006-06-06 - 666.6
2006-06-06 - 6.6.6.
2006-06-05 - memory
2006-06-05 - a phone call, made today at 8:30
2006-06-04 - :(
2006-06-04 - the principle of evil made flesh
2006-06-03 - wold cup odds
2006-06-03 - Dirty little secret
2006-06-01 - -
2006-06-01 - staring at the sun
2006-05-31 - deep and meaningless
2006-05-31 - end of daze
2006-05-30 - damned in any language
2006-05-30 - you know who you are
2006-05-30 - dreams
2006-05-30 - yet another pointless depressing entry.
2006-05-28 - lesbian action > the sims
2006-05-28 - Jen and Charlie
2006-05-27 - negative space
2006-05-26 - this is where i am going when i come back from travelling
2006-05-26 - hell
2006-05-25 - grrrr
2006-05-24 - kablamo
2006-05-24 - pink lemonade
2006-05-23 - Eit music (for a film)
2006-05-22 - snow angels
2006-05-21 - photograph
2006-05-21 - Rock the hell outta you
2006-05-19 - someday, but not right now.
2006-05-17 - quitter
2006-05-17 - Broken wings
2006-05-16 - :(
2006-05-16 - Everybody
2006-05-15 - Turn the page
2006-05-15 - Greek?
2006-05-14 - Cold
2006-05-14 - flat beat
2006-05-13 - electric
2006-05-12 - rot away
2006-05-11 - Humps >
2006-05-11 - my head
2006-05-10 - If I am
2006-05-09 - BANG!!.... and the blonde is gone.
2006-05-08 - please don't touch
2006-05-08 - what makes this outlaw torn?
2006-05-07 - Pritt
2006-05-06 - catch me a wave
2006-05-06 - catch me a wave
2006-05-06 - one perfect something
2006-05-05 - fly away
2006-05-04 - wherever you will go
2006-05-03 - yawn
2006-05-03 - Raaar
2006-05-03 - My Lack of Spies
2006-05-02 - when worlds collide
2006-05-02 - heartbeats
2006-05-01 - fix me
2006-05-01 - stand here with me
2006-04-30 - Astronomy
2006-04-30 - tubthumping
2006-04-29 - Testify
2006-04-28 - faceless man
2006-04-27 - loverman
2006-04-26 - Backslide
2006-04-25 - eyes wired shut
2006-04-25 - 4am
2006-04-24 - still life
2006-04-24 - all clear
2006-04-24 - Torn
2006-04-23 - Camden ( the other half)
2006-04-22 - millies
2006-04-22 - left behind
2006-04-21 - Eden
2006-04-20 - Markism
2006-04-20 - Markism
2006-04-19 - Carpe Diem Baby
2006-04-19 - rock on!
2006-04-18 - 45
2006-04-18 - beeean bean bean bean
2006-04-17 - hand by hand
2006-04-16 - one thing
2006-04-16 - jubababalua
2006-04-07 - lyla
2006-04-06 - our song
2006-04-05 - eden
2006-04-05 - hey wait this isn't my cave. its a octopus's garden.
2006-04-03 - off now to get fish food
2006-03-31 - save me
2006-03-29 - Cymru
2006-03-27 - android
2006-03-26 - mothers day
2006-03-26 - your disease
2006-03-25 - a visit
2006-03-23 - everybody loves a montage
2006-03-22 - the itch
2006-03-21 - Tommy
2006-03-20 - \"you and what army?\"
2006-03-19 - The evil bitch must be lynched
2006-03-19 - ouch, that smarts
2006-03-18 - The big one
2006-03-17 - smarter than a monkey...only just.
2006-03-16 - Ride the lightning
2006-03-16 - \"you already asked me that\"
2006-03-15 - one day remains
2006-03-15 - why not?
2006-03-15 - ...
2006-03-14 - A Low Man
2006-03-14 - ball tongue
2006-03-14 - dead
2006-03-14 - hell thing stolen from libby.
2006-03-14 - hell thing stolen from libby.
2006-03-13 - prince charming
2006-03-12 - dead poets.
2006-03-12 - spring, summer ,autumn winter and spring
2006-03-11 - redefine
2006-03-10 - meh
2006-03-09 - brothers of metal
2006-03-09 - fat and proud
2006-03-07 - you will soar
2006-03-07 - justify
2006-03-07 - when i sleeps
2006-03-06 - higher
2006-03-06 - one last breath
2006-03-05 - decision
2006-03-04 - illusion
2006-03-02 - we're going down
2006-03-01 - superman
2006-02-27 - n.i.b
2006-02-26 - necroshine
2006-02-26 - justify
2006-02-26 - i am fear
2006-02-25 - tears and rain
2006-02-24 - nobody told me
2006-02-23 - jeremy
2006-02-22 - oh dear oh dear oh dear
2006-02-22 - you're beautiful
2006-02-21 - \"i like languages\"
2006-02-21 - thoughts arrive like butterflies.
2006-02-20 - release
2006-02-20 - numb
2006-02-20 - the disapearing one
2006-02-19 - watching you, watching me
2006-02-19 - obituary
2006-02-19 - meh
2006-02-18 - loch ness
2006-02-16 - staring at the sun
2006-02-16 - leave
2006-02-15 - revolution
2006-02-15 - the closing
2006-02-14 - needles
2006-02-13 - with a little help
2006-02-13 - grr
2006-02-13 - badgers and woodpeckers
2006-02-12 - dance of death
2006-02-11 - of sorrow
2006-02-10 - exploder
2006-02-09 - shortest straw
2006-02-08 - spring
2006-02-07 - down to my last
2006-02-07 - one day remains
2006-02-06 - fire at will
2006-02-06 - sinking sun
2006-02-05 - i'm caught under
2006-02-05 - Tell.
2006-02-04 - find the real
2006-02-03 - wreck
2006-02-02 - bleeding me
2006-02-02 - two skins
2006-02-01 - of puppets and lists
2006-01-31 - a lot to say
2006-01-31 - last straw
2006-01-30 - grrr
2006-01-30 - what......a......day
2006-01-28 - firefly
2006-01-28 - burn my light
2006-01-28 - irish cream
2006-01-27 - preaching the end
2006-01-26 - gets me through
2006-01-25 - goodbye to you
2006-01-24 - bear nescessities
2006-01-24 - i am hated
2006-01-23 - crack addict
2006-01-22 - broken wings
2006-01-22 - goodbye to you
2006-01-22 - pretty noodr
2006-01-22 - pretty noodr
2006-01-21 - middle of yesterday
2006-01-20 - angels losing sleep
2006-01-19 - blow up the outside world
2006-01-18 - metalingus
2006-01-17 - paranoia? pfft
2006-01-17 - getting there
2006-01-16 - it will get easier
2006-01-15 - twice for luck
2006-01-15 - hate
2006-01-14 - clumsy as you feel
2006-01-12 - on this day, i see clearly
2006-01-12 - you set me free.
2006-01-11 - wierdness, in many colours
2006-01-10 - 4am
2006-01-09 - putting it all behind me. starting again.
2006-01-09 - another manic monday
2006-01-07 - big green monkey, everyone's a junkie
2006-01-07 - i didnt want to do it
2006-01-07 - drinking away everyting
2006-01-06 - home
2006-01-05 - strange day really.
2006-01-05 - everything about me
2006-01-04 - for some strange reason my bedroom smells like peaches.
2006-01-03 - dilligence is the artichoke
2006-01-03 - i got in my first fight today
2006-01-03 - a great start
2006-01-03 - anger, frustration, love?
2006-01-01 - sing along
2006-01-01 - new year, happy?
2005-12-31 - turn off and shut up
2005-12-30 - all hair the brody nose.
2005-12-28 - why?
2005-12-27 - bored, so bored
2005-12-27 - people were queing outside next at 2:30!!
2005-12-26 - i'm not sure where to put my shopping trolley
2005-12-24 - so here it is, merry christmas
2005-12-22 - \"who flies a plane at a giant monkey?\"
2005-12-19 - woah, too much alcohol.
2005-12-16 - finally, a day off work!
2005-12-15 - eew i'm all sticky
2005-12-14 - wednesday, wednesday, happy days.
2005-12-13 - it wasn't the aeroplanes. it was beauty that killed the beast!
2005-12-12 - and on the 12th day of christmas
2005-12-11 - happy days
2005-12-07 - the questions thing.
2005-12-06 - Enough of this EmO shit
2005-12-06 - the missing
2005-12-05 - a christmas tree on my head
2005-12-06 - and it begins 2
2005-12-04 - and it begins